lizzie

random weekend

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 13:20:48 GMT

dis week has been random, i have,

shoped in manchester, bought plants called sumo shermin n bob green, went to lady green garden centre n played top trumps, played top trumps on train to manchester wit gembe, ate food, spent moneys, bought turtle things, went to da lpool museum, ate in eddie rockers(took ages to order:(), played thomas da tank engine top trunks, had my first legal drink (southern comfort n coke), kissed, got drinks bought for, got wasted in blues, turned 8, went to da liver n saw jayface, drank a hell of alot of coke, went da K :S, got presents, got spongebob n patrick ballons, got a new dress, got new shoes, n clotheskies, got new bag, ate pizza, went shoppin wit clews :), drank beer, saw friends, got random photos taken, got imbarrased at a restuarant (bday cake), drank southern comfort n coke, farted, got gay 2 quid glasses, went to primark, got new trainers which are recked already, went for a random drive to sowy, played on da playstation abe oddyesey all da way, did no revision at all, saw me nan n aunty, got boss cards, got buttons, drank wine, dropped a bottle of perfume, spent all me wages, lost everyone nearly in da k, went to liverpool like everyday nearlly, woke up at half 5, went to college for revision session, laughed at people, upset people, talked loads of crap, realised things, spilt drink, pinched arses, got bruises, comforted a friend, upset a friend or few, laughed with friends, ran around like a meff, cos i am a meff, chatted random shit like i am doin now, yeah.......RANDOM gud half term if i dont say so myself :) cant wait till exams are over .......

ermm these things must be rite

Mon, 01 May 2006 16:16:14 GMT

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.
You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking.

You should major in:

Natural sciences
Computer science
Creative writing
Math
Architecture
Journalism

What Should You Major In?

Mon, 01 May 2006 16:05:59 GMT

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Mon, 01 May 2006 16:03:00 GMT

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:52:53 GMT

so yeah i ave decided to up date dis soddin thing...............which has bin a while since i last updated

i stayed of college today, cos i was sick :( i hate bein ill, so i decided id stay of college cos ive only had one lesson today which was a revision mechanics lesson which is my choice to go, so instead i stayed in bed till twelve and messed about all day, when really i shud ave bin doin art work for me art exam tomos i really cant be bothered to do anywork for it :( i just cant be bothered any more i just want to stay in my bed all day cos i still feel ill n i gots a headache...

so yeah i cant acutally renember wat has happened since i last update :S

o easter hol has come n gone,
ive got fatter after all dis chocolate,
im addicted to da stuff i swear down on it.
i have no more art n graphics lessons
i still hate work n college work
i got to see me friends a lil more
ive burbed and farted al lot
i got a new boyf
travelled on train millions of times
took photos
ermmmmm yeah random other stuff which i cant renember

o yeah im worried about one friend in particular who ive bin a bit funny wit, but deep down der ok, everyone makes mistakes, n dey really need me at mo:(
u know i think im just messed up in da head, have u ever bin in a situation wen u really want sumthin but admit to yourself ul never get it, for reasons n den wen u get the thing u wanted, your not sure if you really wanted it in da first place, ermm yeah im chattin shit. n another thing i hate losin contact wit people dat meant so much to me, for reasons you cant control, like driftin apart its gay, im sort of worryin about goin to uni, cos i dont want to loose da people i care bout now.

oooooooooooooooooooooo.........
i cant wait till summer im goin on hol :) to zante, n i wont ave anymore exams n college will be over n i can breath for a bit n dont ave to worry about things
on a upside as well,i get paid on fri (woop woop)
n i get a bonus too

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

erm

ive chatted complete n utter shit on dis, sorrry :(

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 22:52:37 GMT

da trains are messed up tomoz between formby n sowy

n i cant be bothered for da hassel.

fuckin stupid college............................

i have a plant called drucila

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 00:18:47 GMT

i dont know wat to feel rite now.............. im in such a numb mood

so dis is how my week is goin so far

MONDAY was in college, but was late, did art n graphics all day, den was in shit work for 4 hours in da evenin cos i needs extra money.........

TUESDAY was in collge again o wat a surprise der, but didnt get intil 12 so was all gud, den had guitar lesson, n den sat at home as u do, n ooo yeah watched tv, n watched a film called da first daughter which made me cry........ but isnt a real crye movie like

WEDNESDAY wasnt in college! :) went to leeds met uni, for interview hahah n dey gave me n offer even thou i thought da interview went shit, n i didnt like da place so cudnt be arses. den on way home went to ikea wit me mum, n bought her a plant called bob, n we bought other random stuff for conservatory n my room, (hahhah i ave my own plant now, but not sure how long it will decide to live thou cos i always forget to wash da damn thing, but ive decided to call it drucila, n its pink n girly n in a white pot, but i wanted to get pink tulips cos der my flower but dey wud defo not ave lasted)
den tidyed me room, n went to da pub quiz nite, wich was random, but defo not as gud as usual :(

TODAY ive bin told i have to update dis by me old chum dat is pete (my kelly clarkson fan /work buddy)
so i have but its shit cos im tired but dont want to go to sleep cos im in a shitty mood............

does anyone ever feel down, even thou u know u shudnt? like cum on dem starvin kidz in africa are like starvin, n have to work long hours for like nothin all day, or like really poor people, or homeless people, or people who are ill, people who acutally have problems

we shud just be happy wit life rite? we shud think things will only get better( hahah of a song der)!
but how cum i feel so shitty, n down at mo (actually dis week) even thou i aint got any real problems, its like im expectin sumthin boss to happen (but its not happenin)

n i ave all dis college work n shit, i cant be arsed at all, but i dont want to be thinkin if i only did da work i cud ave done dis blah blah.

so i plan to do things, eat healthy, do my work, be nicer to people, have a laugh.................................................but at da end of day it never quite happens...............erm maybe its just pre-exam period ( but der like fuckin 8 weeks away SHIT!)
i just keep regrettin things ive done n sed ( n even if it was probably for da best)

im sorrry, im blabbin, n im goin to bed xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 00:42:34 GMT

im cold, n isnt it meant to be gettin warmer soon.....................

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 21:00:45 GMT

im stessed

fuckin stressed

i have an interview tomoz in fuckin huddersfiled , i have work to do, i have work for an uni im tired, COLLEGE IS STRESSIN ME OUT

n i think ive just poisoned meslef makin pancakes............

gay

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 18:34:21 GMT

sundays are gay

work is gay, life is gay, tiredness is gay, customers are gay, college work is gay, o n yeah college is gay..............so sundays are offical gay days..........

x

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 13:36:41 GMT

i was in work yday it was totally shit,
shit hours, shit customers, shit till, shitty cold weather

n i was all depressed walkin home, cos didnt think i wud end up goin out, cos im friendless lol
but i did n it was boss it was a random nite n i love nitez like dat n i love da guyz who i was wit too

went da birky, stamps n blues bar wit lizo to da hamedgeo n luke n nick n robin n taurpy.
i acutally got served, i saw miss white in da birky, saw peps from work, saw me mate jackie n halies at blues bar, drank creme egg shots, drank southern comfort n coke, listened to nick on karokee 3 times at stamps, talked about random stuff, put stuff in robins pockets.

im actually in a gud mood today, im in a good mood wit me parents n wit meself i think il be goin out tonite to cos me parents are payin for me train ticket to huddersfield on wed for an interview so me ave moneys even thou da ticket was a hell of a lot cheeper den i thought so like 15 squid, but shittin meself goin on me own

does anyone want to go on a random trip to huddersfield on wed? thought not

im in work in two hours
im in me underwear ritin dis n sortin stuff out for a portfolio which i shud ave sent of ages ago da deadline is like next tue ahhhhhhhhhhhh

o wells i dont know wat tonite will bring, i think im goin out wit si, for couple games of pool n drink (ermm southern comfort) so shud be a laugh.................

anyways
i need to get dressed n brush me teeth n make meself look sort of presentable for a 5 hour shift of hell, one day im really gona shout at a customer. i feel sorry for who ever dat is

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i wish i was someone else for da day.....

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 03:18:55 GMT

so yeah today its a thursday

didnt go play footie cos it was rainin
did go out n meet jay which was a bad idea, cos im messed up in da head about da situation n made him messed up in da head

i dont know if anyone has ever bin in a situation wer da best thing to do is not want u really want but wat is best for da other persons sake, even if u care about dem. has anyone ever put der own feelings aside just so u know your doin da rite thing?

ive bin here before a few times, wen ive bin told i shudnt n i ave, wen i knew deep down it was wrong to go der, but i just went on me feelins, wen i new deep down in my gut i shud ave just stepped away even if my feelings were really strong, but today i went wit my gut feelin, which i ave tried to before, n i know il regret one day, n sort of regrettin now.............. if anyone is actually makin sense of wat im sayin here u deserve a medal.

so yeah im offically over with jay, it hasnt bin easy, n today i made things worse by kissin him, well a number of kisses, n gave back his teddy n braclet thing too, it felt like it had to be given back now.

ive cried loadz about it n cried loadz in films today to such as da last samuri, n ermmmm sum other sad films dat wer on tv.... n yes i need to get out more.

im so messed up at da mo, i think its da stress of college at mo, n it aint got bad yet, all dese uni deadline things n everythin, ive got an interview on wed n aint even booked a train ticket or anythin to get down der, or even made sure my dads of work to take me, its all da way in huddersfield too....

ive learnt alot of things to day

always be true to yourself and your feelings.
always keep your room reasonably tidy so u dont spend hours lookin for things.
shud always get more da 6 hours sleep
never lie or pretend to be sumthin or say stuff, because it in da long run people will be hurt, n no one likes a lier...
always brush your teeth, cos u dont want yellow teeth

n i want chocolate fudge cake so badly, im avin such bad cravings.............

nite all
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 11:04:41 GMT

its a thursday i ave work to do but cant be bothered to do it
ive bin dragged to play footie today
im meant to be meetin up wit jay for lunch
my hairs greasy but dont see da point of washin it wen i ave to go play footie
im tired
stressed
hungry

o n i ave 7 hours of work tomoz (dats gona be fun)...........

...........................................random days

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:20:17 GMT

omg my day as bin so weird today..........

i was doin most of me maths work today, but got a headache from uzin me brain im bein serious here. n tried to tidy me room but didnt end up happenin, sort of tidyed it a bit like so o wells.

so i stayed in wich was borin, den i went to a gig in stamps too, which was gud. it wernt da best gig they had done but it was awesome
acutally my nite wernt to badish. so wat happened/did/ random things words etc.....

old guy diggin danny
chips from da chippy
strawberry laces
free girly drink
drivin to tesco at 12 at nite for dr pepper
bein a bitch
sittin on stage
leavin phil n jonny stranded at tesco car park
texted
saw tab
wore my pooooooooooomas
got called an emo (which i blantenly am not)
gettin dragged to play footie on thur
met sumelse called phil whoz not a paky
phil fartin
ringin peps to drag outside house which i cudnt cos im crap at

yeah randomnos

but some things ive realised

im a bitch at times,
i feel bad bout sumthin,
i talk to much,
im annnoyin,
i realised sumthin i dont want to admit to myself or especially to other people,
how cum life doesnt go da way u expect it to,
i cant stand people who lie all da time or pretend to be sumthin they aint,
i hate bein relyed on,
i hate tryna pretend everythin is ok,
im confuzed,
i wish i was a better person,
i want to be more healthy,
i feel so alone sumtimes,
college is shit,
my family do my head in,
i hate it wen u like sumone, but ur so confuzed about it,

sorry i just needed to get dat of my chest
sorry

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 21:53:38 GMT

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 13:06:23 GMT

ive just farted

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 21:25:59 GMT

at brians he is bored, or im borin, im still bit ill, n i was off work, n i made pink tom n jerry cakes, n watched certain funny parts of a film over n over again...............beercan..........

i hate bein fuckin illl.............

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 12:00:11 GMT

ive got flu, ive got no phone credit, im stayin of college, im gona watch daytime tv, n sit around tryna get rid of dis damn illness.

n typically i took at day of work. tomoz. so cant phone in sick.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 17:14:29 GMT

erm der is a random liz in dat comment o wells.

@ bri

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 21:45:47 GMT

im drinkin smirnoff ice alcopops
im on internet
eating cheese n onion crisps
roastin
hungry
smell of strewberrys
just ate galaxy chocolate
im wit dave bri laura i think her name is n craig

so today bin in college like as usual cudnt get up dis mornin, cos i love my bed v much..............................

went to me maths tutor late, got da train, got me vanity mirror for art, went on random drive n took pics of signs n homeless person. went to c a sick mate, went to da in shop which is not so in atall.

o i need to ask everyone DO U THINK I SHUD GET FISH

cos i wants dem, i went to a pet shop in sowy today n saw a spongebobsquarepants tank. n dis gay fish wit googly eyes dat wer all lopsided it was da best fish ever so decided to call it muffin not like it has any relifence at all.
im gutted cos ive got to ave a family talk bout gettin fish, its only fish, but dey are boss. so if i get all my support of uze guyz den. my dad n vicki will ave to let me.

cos u know fish rule.

o had one lesson wich was mechanics, went da pet shop again so me mate cud buy fish, n yeah i cant be arsed talkin bout wat else i did in day, o saw peps on da train, n went to da dentist.

o yeah i played squash for da first time ever on sun wich was best, da shot dat u ad to be der was da best ever. wen bri got it to da other court wich is a wall between acutally a seperate room, for sum mad reason it did.
also went da george on sat wit si n pete, n den went to bri to play buzz, music came. which was da best.
anyways got to depart

bri rulez

i have straight hair

love liz

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Thu, 19 Jan 2006 17:38:28 GMT

go watch nieghbours.......now

its jan its da 17 its a tue n its after 6

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 18:19:16 GMT

hey im at home at mo dyin for a wee

im just gettin guitar tabs for me guitar lesson which is really soon, n straight after guitar im headin down to da gud old sowy (wich aint gut) for a parents slash progress evenin wich will end up just bein 20 mins cos one of me teachers is off so its pointless to be honest.
n guess wat da lezzie fadge is upto tomz
im goin to me gud mate gems who i aint sin properly in like donkeys years n shes proper a beast (doesnt look like one), im stayin over for a girly nite etc, for pizza videos maybe cinema, just piggin out really, cant waint its gona be proper boss.

so i bid u fair well cos i need to pee, n practice me lil fingers now till quatre to 7.

o yeah i ad me exam today (physics) it went ok, but i aint revised alot so ive defo shitted up on it,
o wells

bye bye lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzieo

ermmmmmmmm

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:17:31 GMT

tehe im sittin at home at me desk eatin ham buttys n ermmm nutella n bread. n drinkin da fittest drink apple and raspberry juice (all from da gud old sainsburys wer i ave just bin wit me mumo, n saw richieo in work lol) heres a few ( i say a few but it wont be lol) words to sum up my weekend;

chickens
socks
fatfrogs
southern comfort n coke
pool
crazy dancin
benchs
bowling
free maccies diary
minstrels (thanx charlotte xx)
visits to maccies (2)
worked
secret santa
lovely braclet (of ruth)
random photos
swimming bath pervin (takin photos for art)

yeah so it was kind of random, i had fun n didnt do any work excpet at baths for art, which was a gud time, cos got to chat to bri and have tours of place. i mite join da gym cos i feel really unhealthy n after all da crap i eat it may be a gud thing, ooooooo i so want to play squash ive just decided i want to play n prob get hurt to as well.

anyways i hope everyone ad a gud weekend,
love uze all u gayz n lidz
lezzie fadge
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

o yeah i ave a exam tomoz n i aint revised at all n its physics so i need megaly help but cant be bothered to ask cos im lazy n i dont care bout it any more college sucks big arse

o on da plus side i ave a train wit a carriage now its boss ( uze jealous)

my mad weekend of drunkness n pubness, n gayness

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 23:21:34 GMT

i have completely wasted tonite, i shud be doin revision but really cant be bothered, i got a resit in two days..............................

dis week end has bin mad weird etc...................

i have made closer friends wit sum of my mates,
i have bin drunk,
bin in the george for da first time,
nearly won a game of pool on me own,
bought new shoes (dat i love but they hurt),
also bought da fitest spoty top from topshop,
saw projectile vomit lookin salad bein thrown on the floor,
sat on da best bench in the world,
worked,
went to da best food place (kimos) n ate pizza wit brian,
watched a whale ave a go at my mate pete, well ok gettin chatted up.
drank southern comfort n coke n fatfrogs (my fave drinks),
i have not actually felt down,
got given a piggy back,
got rained on,
ate kebaby meat wit horrid chillie source on it,
ate macdonalds,
got woken up by my mate,
called my mate gay so many times dat he started actin gay (jokin),
decided sumthin important,

i have decided i need to turn my life around, i need to get healthy, do more excercise, n c my friends more (who mean alot to me)
i cant let things get on top of me such as college and things goin on, i just need to look on bright side of things, n be honest to meself an others, n decide wich is the best for other people n me in da long run.......... smilin and laughin everyday i think is wat keeps the fun in live, n will keep me goin.......... i love uze all dearly.........

WORK SUCKS//

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 11:56:16 GMT

I HATE COLLEGE WORK. ITS IS GAY, AND SUCKS MIGHTY FAT MOULDY COCK!